I raised him with mom. We bathed him and fed him since birth amongst his other brothers and sisters. Koi. A dog who was famous for excitedly yapping and crying when he could not see the visitors that would come to visit us. And when he saw them, if a girl, he would hump their leg or back. He is just that kind of dog. I'm talking in past tense a bit because I guess I'm already accepting what's to happen. My mom is tearing a lot because yeah she's been there too. I guess it hurts me too a bit that we have to put him to sleep. We knew that cocker spaniels have ear problems...but recently we noticed how he's only wanted sleep, or would wander very little. He still wags his small tail and barks when noise is about. He still is that happy dog.

It makes me smile a little. Today we saw what was up with him. He has a hole in his back where you can see the muscle tissue. We saw his ears and they keep bleeding. We're putting him to sleep Saturday at 12 PM. Before then I plan to do a photoshoot for my mom with my friends in cosplay so we can have an awesome thing. ^_^ Yeah